Without hesitation, we are going to face situations and challenges in life that will numb down the very core of our existence, However, suicide is NEVER the answer to any of our problematic circumstances that appear to be bleak. No problem will last forever!
Life sometimes can be brutally painful and out-right unbearable on this earthly journey but trying to escape through the back door of suicide doesn't deliver you from the torture that you are identifying as life. The spirit of suicide is just an atrocious villain that has tip-toed inside of your emotions to destroy your soul. It is an enemy of your future and the death monster to your present living.
I SHOULD KNOW- BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN THERE!!! After awakening from my comatose state at 13 years of age in 1988, I was informed that my little brother Jonathan had perished within the flames of the house fire. I was already out of the burning home & NOT injured but ran back inside to try and save him. However, my rescue attempt was unsuccessful. I felt like my life was OVER and wanted to disappear forever.
Jonathan was only 9 years of age at the time of death. What really added more trauma to my soul was the fact that we had engaged in an argument, hours before the fire, that didn't end with an apology. I thought I had until the next day to say "I was SORRY" but it was too late for me to apologize to Jonathan for NOT helping with his homework. I would tell him no at times when I was upset only to arise early the next morning to assist with his homework assignments. Again, Not knowing that the next morning would be too late!!! I would go on to LIVE THE REST OF MY TEEN YEARS IN DEEP DEPRESSION!!!
But one day, I had to decide to FIGHT for MY DESTINY! I had to decide to FIGHT FOR MY RIGHT TO CONTINUE LIVING!!! And SO CAN YOU!!!
Sometimes, the PAIN and CARES of life can deceive our emotions into believing that taking it is the best possible solution to escaping the darkness of depression. However, that is a dark deception of the enemy! You should NEVER make a permanent decision based upon a temporary situation-NO MATTER HOW BRUTAL THE EMOTIONAL PAIN MAY SEEM! NO PROBLEM LASTS FOREVER!!!
